Bird Watcher

The birds mock me as I stare

Just like the people I know don’t care

The squawks imitate the screaming in my head

But I know I made my bed

I tear myself apart because I love to entertain

My pain has always been your gain

Does my presence feel like a drawback?

The observer that was never observed back

A bird watcher, that’s all I’ll ever be

Why can’t anyone see me?